Don't regret it....

If you rush it, you might miss the right turn. I suggest you be patient and evaluate the situation before you make any quick decisions that could cost you in the end.

Healing is taking place!!!

My vision is far beyond what's ever been imagined. I am on a journey to heal, succeed and help others redefine their purpose in life. The challenge is to go beyond what you think you want to be but be what you are destined to be. Be WHOLE. The first steps to healing are to admit to pain. Once a person can admit, the process begins. Next step is to target where the pain comes from. Once you have narrowed it down, then you must start to unravel the issues that have occurred since. It is now time to forgive. Forgiveness releases you from any self destructive acts. REVEAL the issue and deal with it, TALK about it, WRITE about it. Finally, you must LOVE yourself more then you can love someone else. Once you have done that, then you can finally learn how to love. YOU ARE HEALED!!!

Prayer does work!!!

So many things are going on in the world today. Everyday we are hearing some young person being killed. We have to stop the violence. Well it all starts with Prayer. I'm asking you join in with me and Pray for everyone in your life, not in your life, those that have passed on because their family is still in need of Prayer. I am praying for you. Most importantly don't forget to Pray for YOURSELF!

Let freedom ring!!!

Be you and I will be me, then you will see how much we will be free. Let a person have the Freedom to be them and nothing else. If they make a mistake, then let them. We are all entitled to making mistakes. Live, Love and Learn Happiness!

Take the high road and stop settling for convenience.

Pain does not Discriminate (Dominoe effect). The revolving door of pain continues to take us to lower levels. Pain is like an elevator going up and down. Don't let Pain continue to be the leader of you and continue to destroy your relationships.

Don't let other's validate who you are...

Sometimes as men, our success is validated by certain things such as Beauty of a woman, clothes, cars, etc. We are always trying to up the next man. We need to worry about ourselves and not what the next man is doing. This can also apply to women as well.

Sometimes we loose Ourselves in others!

Who am I?
I have lost sight of who I am.
Do I know myself?
What happened to Kenny?
Did I ever know and why did I lose myself?
How do I regain Manhood? (POWER OVER ME)
Do I like being depressed?
Why am I so weak?
How do I regain my integrity?
Is life as hard a you make it?
I'm tired, I give up, I surrender, I release, I submit. I must focus and regain consciousness.
Where is my awareness? Can I find myself? Do I know the words stressed and depressed means nothing (railroad, destruction, defeated, lost power, weak, wounded).
Do I self destruct?
Do I defeat myself before I get started?
Do I like being a flunky/loser?
Who am I?

I know who I am. I was born Kenny Ollins. I was born man. I was born to lead. I was born with strength. I will regain sight of my purpose and why I'm here, I have power to do what I want . I will stand up and be the man my mom raised. I must stop blaming her. I must stop living in fear. No one owes me anything, therefore I owe no one. I created what I am, what I do and how I live. No one holds a knife to my neck. I make my own decisions/choices in life. How can I do some things and not all things? I will no longer be a hypocrite. I must/will stand for something. I am not damaged goods. I do have power over me. I must rise to the occasion.

I surrender, No more, I have Power, I am a Man, I can do it, I will.
I Surrender, I release, Release me God, Release me!
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender, I do, I will
It's finally over.
I WILL LIVE FREE OF PAIN!