Who am I?
I have lost sight of who I am.
Do I know myself?
What happened to Kenny?
Did I ever know and why did I lose myself?
How do I regain Manhood? (POWER OVER ME)
Do I like being depressed?
Why am I so weak?
How do I regain my integrity?
Is life as hard a you make it?
I'm tired, I give up, I surrender, I release, I submit. I must focus and regain consciousness.
Where is my awareness? Can I find myself? Do I know the words stressed and depressed means nothing (railroad, destruction, defeated, lost power, weak, wounded).
Do I self destruct?
Do I defeat myself before I get started?
Do I like being a flunky/loser?
Who am I?
I know who I am. I was born Kenny Ollins. I was born man. I was born to lead. I was born with strength. I will regain sight of my purpose and why I'm here, I have power to do what I want . I will stand up and be the man my mom raised. I must stop blaming her. I must stop living in fear. No one owes me anything, therefore I owe no one. I created what I am, what I do and how I live. No one holds a knife to my neck. I make my own decisions/choices in life. How can I do some things and not all things? I will no longer be a hypocrite. I must/will stand for something. I am not damaged goods. I do have power over me. I must rise to the occasion.
I surrender, No more, I have Power, I am a Man, I can do it, I will.
I Surrender, I release, Release me God, Release me!
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender, I do, I will
It's finally over.
I WILL LIVE FREE OF PAIN!
Sounds like youre loosing yourself in God .We are in the habit of thinking too narrowly about peace. We understand it as being released from trouble or disorder, or having the chaos of our lives stilled. Because of this narrow understanding , we find Jesus’ words very disconcerting. “Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth; I have not come to bring peace, but a sword.” These words sound harsh, even hostile. We have lived our lives thinking that we are supposed to pray to God to bring peace, calmness, and serenity into our lives. But, these words seem to indicate that the peace of God is anything but calmness and serenity. This kind of peace seems to disturb more than calm, stir up rather than soothe.
ReplyDeleteIt is very hard to let go and let GOD! Sometimes we are so busy trying to make something happen we don't feel God guiding us. We try to figure out when to be agressive and when to just let things come to us, or play out! We as Men and as people must learn how to just "BE"! Have we ever thought the position we are in is a test to see the people we really are? A test of our Faith and Fortitude?? If you are still living and breathing it is a Blessing! God puts no burden on you that cannot be handled.....God just wants you to accept his guidance and know everything goes through him!
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