First day of College (18yrs old).

I’m on my way to college. I didn’t have the luxury of having someone take me, nor help me get there. I took the Amtrak Train, having to carry one large suitcase and plastic bags. I’m a freshman, checked into my dorm (Neeley hall). There were women everywhere, instantly my manipulative ways started up again. It was so easy. I was able to whisper sweet nothings into the ears of young ladies. I began to put together a little black book, how many could I sleep with and add to the notches on my belt. Here we go again, I met this senior. I would tell my male friends about my accomplishments. Sure enough, it got back to the woman that I was telling. Upon hearing the news that I told someone, instantly I became enraged. I went to the one of the guy’s house once I found out and beat him up. It wasn’t until my junior year; I had my radar on for this particular young lady. I made her my girlfriend. In the process, I didn’t trust her because I didn’t trust myself, I became insecure. I got angry one day and pushed her in the bushes. Why did I do that? Well, I was arrogant and thought I had the world in my hands.
I could have destroyed my future/career before it started. My advice: Don't let your ego, desire for people to accept or like you or anger interfere with your goal you’re trying to attain. Don't let other's own your mind and don't try to own other's. We are not prize possessions so let's stop acting like it. We are responsible for ourselves..