Worrying about what other's think of you can ruin you.

I’m in H.S. living off my oldest sister’s status. I’m hanging out with older people, juniors and seniors. I was dating a junior while I was a freshman. I wasn’t a jock. I tried to fit in. I wasn’t accepted because I didn’t play sports. I had to make it up by dating older women, dating women was a sport to me, it gave me an identity. I had to prove myself amongst my peers.
My advice: Living up to other's expectations can and will disappoint you, it disappointed me and many others. Don't let other's whether it be family or friends dictate who you are. Establish yourself based on your on morals, values and beliefs. Today I have great expectations of myself and find that everything I do based on my own thoughts and feelings are far more beneficial.